Chapter Three College life

T waits me after each class whereas F and A left me alone intentionally but I feel that was blameful.

The rest of the time in College, I was embarrassed between T and my friends. They genetically dislike each other. Besides ignorant, I can’t help such complex relationship.

“ We will go library and study in group, are you in or … someone is waiting you. “ F asked me without looking at me.

L walked away with F.

“ I’ll get you later, your stuff is still left in my car, I’ll come to you when I leave campus” said I and see them away.

“ Hi, how you doing ? “ T walked to me and said

“ Fine“

“Do you mind I go with you today?”

“No, but I need to get staff for Y before leave”

“Ok, no problem !”

…

Y walking ahead of us utilized all her body language to tell me that she doesn’t want to walk and talk with T. I catch up the pace between them unpleasantly.

When F told me that they dislike T because he takes me away from them. I realized that this is kind of kids play and I’m tired of caring about the babies. I accept T to help me on study and lead me to improve. It’s tough, boring but I can not deny that is good for me. T and I get along closely and both of us don’t care about the gossip and criticize. We enjoyed the time to skip classes for a breezy nap under a tree in school yard, and screwed up several times during lab class because we couldn’t finish assignment before due. We enjoyed the time to study in programming after school, and fucked up countless times for tough learning process. We enjoyed cooking and dining together, and fought over and over again for strict keto diet. Unfortunately, we still share life till now although we fight more than we talk. Fortunately, we went through keto, slow-carbs, high-protein and carnivore for a while and temporarily cease fire and caring on each other’s diet.

I wander if this is how life should be.